WHAT ARE YOU?: Transgender women face risks in gendered shelters

By Sabrina Caserta

Laze Ma coats her eyes with dark liner, adding a few sparkles for fun. She dabs her lips with plum gloss and picks out her favorite dress. Even though she’s been chronically homeless for six years, she’ll do everything in her power not to look it.

“I used to wear towels on my head and glue fake nails on my hands with toothpaste. I knew I wanted to be a woman, but I didn’t think it was humanly possible,” Ma says.

The 30-year-old from Washington began her transition from male to female when she was just 17. That’s when her troubles began.

Her mother, never fully accepting her transition, kicked her out of the house. After that, Ma was forced to seek shelter from the District. Roughly 62 percent of homeless gay and transgender youth have experienced discrimination from their families, according to a 2010 study by the Center for American Progress.

Members of the transgender community are at high risk for social isolation, physical and emotional trauma, chemical dependency, sexually transmitted diseases and discrimination. These all act as limitations when seeking employment, housing and health care, according to the Healthcare for the Homeless (HCH) Clinicians Network. Experiencing homelessness only heightens these risks.

In late February of this year, United States Department of Housing and Urban Development (HUD) Secretary Julián Castro mandated that all nationwide, federally funded shelters provide a bed, if available, to transgender individuals seeking shelter. From that point on, they can’t be denied shelter due to their gender identity or expression.

One in five transgender individuals have experienced homelessness at some point in their lives, according to the National Center for Transgender Equality. However, the city of Washington, D.C. shelters trans-females—people who self-identify as female, whether they have physically changed genders or not—in the same shelters as men, putting them at risk of sexual violence and hate crimes.

“I couldn’t do the streets. I know a lot of trans-females who live on the streets because they can’t deal with it at all in the shelters. I’m able to do that: stay in shelters, have a bed. But it’s still really treacherous,” Ma says. “It can be very dangerous, especially if a particular person doesn’t like our transition.”

Ma has stayed in a multitude of all-male Washington shelters, including NY Avenue Men’s Emergency Shelter, 801 East Men’s Shelter, Adam’s Place Shelter and Sherwood Shelter—the only co-ed of the bunch.

When Ma enters the shelters she’s greeted by bouts of mockery, laughter and questions like, “Are you a man? Are you a woman? What are you?” In order to just make her time in shelters bearable, Ma engages in sexual relations with some of the other men in the beds near hers.

“If you have sex with them, it’s not that bad, but if you don’t have sex with them, you’re gonna have problems,” Ma says. “I did some things, entertain them, appease them in some way, so it’s okay … It’s not fair at all. The thing I always worry about is violence and sexual assault.”

Approximately 58 percent of homeless gay and transgender youth have experienced sexual assault, compared to 33 percent of homeless heterosexual youth, according to the Center for American Progress.

One time, when Ma was showering at the Adam’s Place Shelter, a man came into the shower behind her and touched her. She kept quiet and didn’t tell the guards because snitching makes things harder in the shelters, and the guards won’t believe her, Ma feels.

“I didn’t tell the guards because they’ll say, ‘You wanted it anyways,’” Ma says. “It’s tough not even having the staff to back you up. You really feel like you’re all alone.”

According to Ma, the lack of support is nowhere near the worst of it. Specific guards have toyed with giving her bed away; one wouldn’t assure her that she had her own bed until she finally submitted and called him “Big Papi.” Other times, she’s had guards proposition her for sex.

“It happens primarily to us, trans and homosexuals,” Ma says. “Guards came onto me, but it made things hard because I wouldn’t [reciprocate].”

According to Ma, only a very small transgender and homosexual population stays in the shelter system due to the treatment they receive from other residents and staff.

Laze Ma. Credit: Maitalong Du

Family rejection, coupled with discrimination and violence, contribute to the disproportionate number of transgender and other LGBTQ youth who are homeless in the United States—an estimated 20–40 percent. Frequently, they are inappropriately housed in gendered space they don’t agree with, according to the National Center for Transgender Equality.

“I was definitely a spectacle at Adam’s Place,” Ma said. “I’m trying not to be emotional about it. It’s like I have to accommodate their curiosity just to be able to relax.”

“Persons who identify as transgender and were not placed in a facility that serves persons of the gender with which they identify, or have experienced discrimination or harassment or feel unsafe in any way, are encouraged to call the Department of Human Services (DHS) Office of Program Review, Monitoring and Investigation,” an official statement by the DHS states.

The District’s DHS affirms that all people eligible to receive homeless services will in fact do so, regardless of gender expression. According to their statement, service providers may not ask for proof of gender upon entry.

Similarly, Catholic Charities of the Archdiocese of Washington, which is responsible for shelters such as Adam’s Place, New York Avenue and Harriet Tubman, states that they admit people as they present and see themselves.

“As a part of our agreement with The Community Partnership for the Homeless, we accommodate people who identify as female in a female shelter or male in a male shelter,” says Erik Salmi, Catholic Charities’ director of communications. “We try our hardest to protect the most vulnerable and their needs, including members of the LGBTQ community who need shelter.”

However, according to Ruby Corado, the founder of Casa Ruby, the only LGBTQ-specific shelter in the District, there are a slew of recent cases in which trans-females have been turned away from female shelters and been forced to seek a bed at a men’s shelter.

“By law they can’t be turned away for being transgender, but most get turned away [from female shelters] by claiming that shelters are full and there are no beds available,” Corado said.

Casa Ruby, as an organization, began nearly 10 years ago when Corado began her advocacy for the LGBT community. However, the shelter located on Georgia Avenue began in June 2012.

On any given night, 10 emergency beds are reserved for LGBTQ adults, with the funding coming from within Casa Ruby. The remaining 12 beds are for LGBTQ youth and are funded by the Partnership for the Prevention of Homelessness.

Ma has been volunteering there daily for the past four months.

“Coming here to Casa Ruby has helped me a lot, to regain myself,” Ma says.

After being the victim of a hate crime nearly two years ago in Maryland, Ma refused to dress as a woman for a full year. She was walking down the street, dressed in women’s clothing, when a man attacked her. During the course of the attack, he broke her arm, gashed her forehead and stripped her of her clothing, forcing her to walk home naked.

As many as 60 percent of transgender individuals have been victims of harassment or violence, HCH Clinician’s Network found.

“I showed him I didn’t want to cause him any harm even though he was causing me so much harm. But he got off on that; he connected with it. He just wanted to hurt me. I was done after that,” Ma said. “That attack scared me out of women’s clothes for a while.”

Stumbling naked through her front door, she was greeted by her mother whose facial expression seemed to say, “Well, this is what you get,” according to Ma. During the year that she abandoned women’s clothing, her mother took her back in, only to kick her out again when Ma returned to her female identity last year.

“I didn’t invest all of my life just to back out. I paid the price for all that. I had to give so much, I can’t just leave it. Money, my family, relationships … my mind,” Ma emotes. “It’s so free and uplifting to be able to dress as a woman. This is not a costume. It’s my identity, it’s who I am.”

Ma spent her life grappling with who she is, since she came out as a homosexual as a teenager and then a trans-female at 17. She turned to drug addiction and prostitution as a coping mechanism. Sober for a year now, Ma used to dabble in cocaine, marijuana and ecstasy.

“Since I came out, I used to do it—prostituting. Because I used to hate being at home and the only people that came around were prostitutes,” Ma says.

Prostitution afforded Ma a cash flow for her transition, as well as a way out. “The biggest issue for transgender people is just finding a place in this world,” Ma adds.

Courtesy of INSP News Service www.street-papers.org / Street Sense


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